Wednesday, July 28, 2010

on not sleeping

sleep eludes me
I really should stick to a schedule so as not to succumb to insomnia, but i hate schedules.
well, i don't really hate them, i just don't like sticking to things.
that's not true either.
maybe the truest thing is not to write any blog entries when one is sleep deprived.
why is he so good looking and alluring that i can't stop thinking of him?
that's the question i want the answer to.
but most of the time, i don't have the answer. i want the answer, but I don't have it.
big things are happening, in motion, and powerfully impacting my life positively right now.
i'm excited.
perhaps now is the time to start seriously auditioning.
goodnight, moon.

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